_charmianizers_

From a class of more than 40 students

comes down to 11 regular students of bmlsB of san pedro college batch 2006-2010…



how cruel college life could be?

people you’ve come to meet on the first day of classes…

people you’ve been close to and became your barkada…

people you’ve liked and hated during laboratory work…

people you’ve laughed with…

people you’ve cried with…

people you’ve danced with in PE…

people you’ve wash test tubes with…
…dissect a cat,
…observe parasites on stool samples,
…memorize all the bacterias on the handouts,
…extract blood,
…made blood smears,
…differentiate hepadnaviridae to picornaviridae,
…answer manuals,
…do group studies and sleep over sessions,
…prepare for thesis defense,
… the list goes on and on…

and after more or less than 3 years of struggling in our MAJOR and MiNOR subjects…

they would leave or is out of the bmls program…

how cruel college life is?

well, it breaks my heart to say goodbye to these people…

….

i’ll truly miss you guys…

don’t loose hope… just TRUST in HIM and ACT despite the FEAR…

LOVE U MUCH bee-em-el-es B!!!!

“…everything is possible to the one who has faith…”
(Mark 9:23)

xoxo

chamita

well… finally it came and gone.
im officially 19.
should i be sad becoz i would soon
be leaving the “teen” zone?
hmmmmm…
i have a year para lasapsapin
ang pagiging teen.
hahaaay…reality bites.
next thing i’ll know
i would wake up one morning and
people will greet me a happy 39th bday.
if i’ll live that long! haha.

how about my 19th bday.
well…
since last the last hours of nov.29
i was kinda sad ’til the early hours of nov 30.
and i felt really sad and lonely and all the ka-chakahan!
and i was singing the happy bday song to myself,
teary-eyed and ginakumot ang akong heart.
emo ang drama! hehe.
and i have a good reason for it.
i was left alone in the house.
me, myself and our PC.
really crowded. duh!
but GOD corrected me. ang galing!
when i woke up i received 43 messages.
and when i woke up the second time i got 31 more messages
and greetings were still pouring!
gi-announce jud akong bday!haha!
puro unregistered numbers na gani toh.
well, happy ako.
and it did put a smile on my face.
(tnx friends and strangers by name na mga sis and bros of yfc!)
praise GOD talaga!
yun lang.
happy na ako.
I HAD A HAPPY BDAY.

…PAHABOL :
i ate only once on my bday.
no breakfast
no lunch
no merienda
just dinner . around 6:45pm
diet?
NOPE. kapoy lng magluto.hehe
and we watched twilight the second time.
this time i really thought the movie was romantic and satisfying!
go edward! hehe.
dats all…
’til my next bday!

xoxo
champoi

-FiN-

wala lng … feel ko lng … tsk… cruel world … im ugly… tsk!!!

a yfc friend and classmate told me that "in serving God, we must learn to live outside our comfort zone."

as the youth camp in spc drew closer, i prepared myself to sacrifice the comforts i have at home. i mean, NO SWEAT! been there done that. but the thing is, its the duty that was given to me i was struggling to pursue.

as part of the food committee:
… sounds easy, but what struck me most is to wake up at 3am knowing that we would be in bed at 1am or 2am.

as part of the "prayer warriors":
… never did i thought that i would be part of the prayer warriors. its boring, tiring and tempting! before, i even prayed not to have this kind of duty in any youth camp. but again and again, my friends message kept on reminding me what is it at stake in serving God. and a bible verse from matthew that says "…he who stands firm to the end will be saved…" because of those messages, i stand firm and continued to do what i was supposed to do until the end. at least i’ve experienced a new thing and learned to accept the duties even if its not what i want or expected.

i realize how i live my life as a routine. day after day, it seems like its the same. no change, no thrill; just the same old day.  i feel like my life is so dull and boring; painted in white and black; rainy days seems no end. so sad and lonely really.

i thank my friends though. even in my arid and dragging self, they still make me smile and laugh.

and of course, i still have HIM in my life. to God be the glory and may God be praised.

girls turning or soon to be 18 would probably think to have a grand party; a mystical room filled with laughters and awes of friends, family and relatives. a gigantic crystal chandelier hanging from above that illuminates and gives life to the enchanting place and music that almost came from heaven. and most importantly, the debutant in her beautiful gown and his dashing prince right beside her…

obviously I’m exaggerating. but it’s every girls dream.

i also drift away from reality to daydream for that day to come….

but because God has a great plan for me, instead of roses and gifts that i should be holding He gave me a bucket of paint and a paintbrush … yep! paint and a paintbrush…  well, actually a roller… ^_____^

i celebrated my  18th birthday at tibungco, davao city in the GAWAD KALINGA YOUTH VILLAGE to paint houses for the beneficiaries of that house. well, its not your or my ideal "grand party" but the experience was really great! . i have my friends with me and even the different clubs of our school! thanks for coming guys! hehehe… what makes it more awesome is that i am helping people and giving service to them by painting there houses with bright colors giving them hope despite there status in life. I never regretted to go and celebrate there. instead of regret i really felt happy and lucky at the same time… hep! hep! tnx to GOD and may GOD be praised!!!!

its been a bloody week, but finally its over and victory
stands at our side.

FINALS

*before exams & everything else:
-the busy atmosphere in our class was obvious.
Everybody were making portfolios, requirements, reactions, etc.
people were asking for exam schedules, for pointers and for notes.
we need to prepare for the bloody battle of the following week.

We need to practice our dance routine to defend our crown.
everybody were on a rush, trying to finish everything and i was one of them.

*the 3-day exam:
-the battle begins.
to go through sleepless nights
and to suffer hours at the torture chamber,
waiting for all of it to end.
torture chamber stands for the classroom where examinations
took place.
confession: I know that im a exaggerating a little, so bear
with me. ^___^
-I know we have to go through with this
for us to BE in the next school year
for us to CONTINUE to experience the challenges
for us to PROCEED to the next level
of our journey as BMLS student.
kapoy is the word
to describe this period, and
human na! is the
word each of us wants to utter and scream.

*PE presentation:

-the unexpected happened.
victory! (yey!)
doubtful at first
but at the end, we know we are DESERVING!
“…we are the medtek…1b!
naa mi diri sa spc…
para pakita among
beauty!…”
i proud u guyz!

*Filipino presentation:

-ID’s were confiscated and retrieved
because of a so called “violation”
1b stood together,
there was unity.
UNUS INSTAR OMNIUM

“ONE LIKE ALL” – La Liga Filipina

-both groups were unprepared.
however good grades were given.
the bsmt_1b people
were happy
not because of the grade
but because we bonded.
we laughed together and shared jokes that
only 1b could
understand.

*NSTP graduation:
-a little late, but we were present.
a pledge and a certificate ends our duty.
Goodbye to our little pupils at the wireless elem. school

AFTER THE WEEK LONG

BATTLE

*JONES’ pool place:
-bonding moments!
wished that everybody was there (kinda! Hehe)
just can’t stop laughing! Go MARA!
one heck of a time!
laughed our hearts out!
(entrance dance (yung may flooring na step)):

“…1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8…

(splash! splash! splash!)

…4,3,2,1…”

“…get aff, on your
feet…

medtek 1b u can’t beat…

get aff! get aff!…”

wished that we were given a few more hours!

-“unsa na ang balita
sa Atlantika, Mara?”

-“naa si Ding Dong!!!”

*EG’s house

-me, EG, Sheng, Lowel, Kathy, Jai, Erick, Jeston
sleepover!
lingaw maxado!
horror/stupid movies!
up to 12noon.

AFTER SECOND DEMESTER:

*Sad Farewell

-farewell to our dear friends
bsmt-1b would
never be the same again without you
remember our memories together!

Lab you!

(I’ll miss you my P.E.R.V  L.O.R.D)

i had a dream the other night

and in my dream i am with someone

someone who i really like

he is someone i should never think of

or speak of

if i do that, feelings would rise

and i really don’t want that to happen

because i know he will only consider me

as a friend, nothing else

and what hurts more is

i am waiting for him to tell me those

words when i know it would never happen

i juz cant get enough of him

arrrgh!!!

i hate this!!!

in reality we may never be together

but in my dreams…

haaaaay!!!

tama na!!!

dreams are juz dreams

i know it will never ever gonna happen

=’(

finals is fast approaching and i can’t believe that what i have been through is juz d beginning of my college journey … the nights i have spent studying and surfing the net trying to keep my eyes wide open, the mornings i woke up wishing tht it’s already saturday or, better yet summer, and the class hours praying that our teacher is stuck in traffic or forgot that we will be having a long test that day and also those sleepy afternoons pretending to listen at our teachers nonstop lecture and imagining that there would be a soft-fluffy bed and pillows magically float in and bring us to dream world where Mr. Sand Man would continually sprinkle his sleeping-powder/sand-whatsoever at us. isn’t it dreamy?! … those first days/weeks of classes, examining each person in the orientation room figuring out who would be my classmates for the next four years. And searching for candidates for my new list of friends, crushes and maybe enemies or someone i’m sure i will not go along with nicely … hahaaay! our major subjects, even in my dreams i could hear our teacher explaining something on the board and then saying that we are BSMT MAJOR IN P.E.! and our minor subjects na "pa-major" … ever heard of "NOSEBLEED"??? Of course!!! isn’t it??? hehehe … ask any student to describe their lessons or subjects, they would surely reply "intawon! maka-nosebleed!!" yup! yup! yup! … sa sobrang maka-nosebleed, some of my classmates would declare that they would be shifting to other course or transferring to other schools just to escape from our "maka-NOSEBLEED" subjects … see??? FIRST SEM pa lang and it already feels like preparing for graduation or something … just what i have said "it’s almost over but not really" because i know, you know, everyone knows that after 1st sem their would be 2nd sem and etc.!!! … hahay! i juz have to face it, right? … right! … ^________^

been to HALE’s gig in davao …
it was kadayawan festival, i think it was  august19  …. yah, datz right …

the
GIMIKADA (made possible by jack&jill chippy) started around 10 or
11 pm and ended at 2am … imagine! standing der in d  middle of the
crowd juz waiting 4 dis guyz 2 perform!!! … i think its kinda worth
it … but i was and still pissed off w/ da guy who elbowed my nose juz
to get dos chippy’s thrown over at us … DUH! JUNKFOOD LANG YAN
ASSHOLE!!!!